Cross roads

I just sat there and imbibed the fact that nothing was going as planed. I couldnt sedate the yelling in my head that was going on. I was lost, confused, and antipathy in my heart. Should I believe this was really happening, why me out of all people. There was no more compassion I could find to give at this point. I wonder did they even think how I would feel or what I would say? I had always been the implacable type so i truly didn't know what to say. This was something so infinitesimal but yet such a big asset. They all looked at my exuberantlly waiting for me to answer. He spoke again saying his ultimatum with force...pizza or chinese? I looked down at my feet, closed my eyes and said, "ehh pizza". At that moment I showed prowess, but was sick and shacking, I hope I made the right decision.