Many Weekends

Tonight were goin hard Were tearing it apart Got that glitter disperse all on my eyes Dancing nonchalantly like were dumb We'll forever be uncanny and young Last Friday night It seems the feeling she had were expunged He's all alone, some things will never affiliate The venial stoner seems to free his mind at night Within his dreams he sees the life he made Day and night Ascertain we broke the law There's a cogent pounding in my head There's some strangers in my bed Pictures up online not feeling supercilious Im screwed We all amazed at what we just done Value player, hotel room, meet you there I'm addicted to champagne Never finite on the bill The Thrill

In there World

Movies are made so the everyday person can enter a new world. Movies coerce a person to be somone eles for the hour or two the are watching. In that movie you delete everything that is goin on in your life to go into another world. The demise of a character you can feel what everyone eles in the movie feels weather that is sadness, happy or angry your emotions can relate. A great movie you muse on the action in the movie on what would you have done or said. If your anything like me a good movie in my world leaves a perpetuate impression on my life. A horrible movie has way to many adversaries for one character to fight off and negligible scenes. Some movies ill never be able to to experience my craven personality won't let me iam just too afraid.through out a movie we want artifice scenes to keep us wondering but at the end we want to feel exhilarate with the conclusion of the movie. Movies are one of the greatest ways to be somwere eles and feel somthing eles.

Word love

I don't think girls will ever understand the jeopardy they put them selves in when it comes to loving those things we call men. Us women should stick together and be meticulous on who we send our love to. Now I'm not tryin to say don't fall in love all iam saying is that we get these impetus to want to have someone but most of the time it ends up to be us hurt with a bag of chocolate covered pretzels watching movie after movie. Love does not always go wrong it is feasible we just have to wait for it instead of always running after it. Now when someone does finally fine someone good we either extol or watch with hatred, why can't we just simply be..well you know HAPPY for them. Love is somthing that you want to know how it work from the inside to the out. We tend to go for some guys simply by the out, well the look and body just one cursory glance and were talking to a guy with bad breath who talks like he has a frog in his throat. Them men think they can do what they want with are heart but we must become belligerent with the protect of our hearts and become adroit with our minds. For now on we have to scrutinize the ones who cross our path so we don't fall into any trap. Every girl has that nostalgia feeling of when she seen her dad and mother or any form of love. Us women just need love our selves and the quintessence of love will soo come our way.

What is Different

Iam a girl of different views and a little too opened minded. But the world is pretty much opposite, people today are closed minded and judge just by the look of your outward appearances. When people speak they say what they want to say with no care for the ones arround them. Racism is seemed to be a complex and a serious concept but to me its more of a humorous matter. Racism isn't just about color anymore there's soo much more, its just called somthing eles just with a lighter title. My version of racism is just the destricimination of those who are different than you. Those girl who are too afraid to talk to the girl with the thicker curver cause she's not as skinny as them. Is that not racism or are we still goin to be-little it and call that girls just being mean. Racism is a form of people just not understanding the fact that everyone is defferent. Are you not a racised if you look at a girl and judge her for her hair and look down upon her. Is that little girl with the red curly hair a started racised because her family has made her believe the other little girl with the black hair and slanted eyes is not good enough to be her friend. As a siocity we will always point the finger to what somone eles is doing but when it comes to checking our selves we say things like, its not that I don't like them I just don't want to talk to there kind or oo don't worry I have black family." Does that make it better should I not laugh when people say those things to me because how common it is used to cover there ignorance. What's crazy about racism is that it means hatred of or prejudice against another race. Which when hearing that definition its just the same as saying not likeing those who look defferent than you. People will have many ways to meaning racism, but doesn't mean its the right one.

English word

She had long hair that sweap her butt whenever she turned her head. She held her head high not from confidence but from her self worth, she lived a opulent lifestyle. A lifestyle I didn't understand my self. I can remember the first time I meet her, she reiterated her name like I was dumb,blind,and stupid. Sabrina was her name. She wasn't the nicest girl alive, the students at school and me as well watched her gibe her parents and didn't want to be her next victim. If thats not bad enough we learned she was anoyyingly ambidextrous, mean, but really smart so she would get all A's and at the same time make you feel horrible. Even though she was mean, she was interesting to me without her even knowing...she gave intimation of who she was tryin to hide. I was always scared to talk to her but I wanted to soo bad, I felt the day I did she would try to adulterate my mind and it would turn into mush. It was a Friday I was feelins good and ready to show great fortitude. The guise if her was clean cut and perfect but I was ready to see what was on the inside. I said hi and sat down, I told her about me and why I was even talking to her she looked at me stolid. At that moment I felt stupid and worthless, I got up walked away as if nothing happened. The next day I walked to class lookin away hopeing I wouldn't see and and the second I looked up she was walking by with a look of hate. I tryed to look away but the craziest thing happen she waved, I just sat there gaped not knowing what to do.

Paper one for ADV. Comp.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Paper one for ADV. Comp.

Many people come in and out of your life but they are not there just to either make you happy or do wrong towards you they are the to make you who you are. No matter if you notice it or not that person no matter how long they were there for they changed you or made you think about something different. Every person that has come and go in my life I’ve tried to take in the lesson they are going to teach me. Since the day I was born my mother has molded me into the women i am today. My mom has impacted my life the most because she has always been here for me and has done whatever it takes to take care of me.
Having both of my parents was great until everything went down hill and we found out my dad cheated on my mom. I guess you can say me and my dad never really got along so when they decided to get divorce I wasn't that sad depressed kid I was actually happy and ready to move on at the age of 10. My dad did so wrong toward my sister, my mom, and me that it give me the drive everyday to be better than him and be successful. Every dream my dad had he gave up on it and didn't do his duty as a parent to rise to daughters who needed there dad. My mom ever night would hold us as we cried wondering why we weren't important enough for our dad to be in our life. My mom had to be both the loving mother to us and also the strict dad to me and my sister. To this day he is not in our life and does as he pleased but my sister and i are strong women now and know it has nothing to do with us on why he’s not around it has everything do with him. All the wrong my dad did to us, my mom was strong and everyday pushed use to be better.
The lesson we were suppose to learn from my dad my mom sat us down and taught us but the most important one she taught us was to get a good education. Neither one of my parents went to a big college so from the day we were born we understood the value of a dollar and with out a good education we would work a lot hard to obtain dollars. I can remember even when I was little my mom would push our education and say, you are going to college." When she said it wasn't a question it as a demand that I knew we had to follow. After a while I kind of started to say it to my self and believe it, it was like motivation for me. Saying it for soo long, now as upcoming student of CSU, Long Beach I can say I do go to college. To have that one person that has always believed in you be proud of you is a feeling you have to experience on your own. The way my mom motivated me showed me she how much she really loved me.
Even though she was hard on me when it came to getting a good education the love she has also prevailed. Love is something that everyone needs no matter if they no it or not. The love my mom gave to me and my sister poured out of her. We always knew we were loved with a mom like mine. Fact that my mom loved us so hard is why I feel i love jus as hard. When I love I put my whole heart into it and never do anything half ass, excuse me. To have someone make me feel how my mom did to me and my sister everyday showed that no matter what she was going through or what we did, didn’t effect how she felt about use. My mom will always and forever impact my life and she has truly made me who I am to, and that is Kirstin Smith.
There’s always that one person in your life you could never live without and make great by the words they speak to you. My mother is a strong, beautiful, loving woman who I know without her I would be nothing. So for how many people come in and out of your life for however long there going to be there watch for the lesson they teach you and hold on to it for it will change your life.