Cross roads

I just sat there and imbibed the fact that nothing was going as planed. I couldnt sedate the yelling in my head that was going on. I was lost, confused, and antipathy in my heart. Should I believe this was really happening, why me out of all people. There was no more compassion I could find to give at this point. I wonder did they even think how I would feel or what I would say? I had always been the implacable type so i truly didn't know what to say. This was something so infinitesimal but yet such a big asset. They all looked at my exuberantlly waiting for me to answer. He spoke again saying his ultimatum with force...pizza or chinese? I looked down at my feet, closed my eyes and said, "ehh pizza". At that moment I showed prowess, but was sick and shacking, I hope I made the right decision.

Fullest

Threre are many things I want to do befor I die. I never want to be on my death bed and regret not doing somthing. I think everyone should be opened minded and live the life to the fullest. We need to stop being so superficial and realized all the things we hold to soo much pride we cant take with us when we die and go to heaven. People now a days get live your to fullest mistcontrued with obtain as much money as possible well I beleive its doing things that you will be able to share in the future. Life is suppose to be placide not guile, but we have to make it that way and thimk postive. You and family are the only ones you should try hard to placate but others get so raped up in placteing others they miss the joy in their life already. The world is stark and has no regarde for your feeling as a person you must be confident and protrude; everyone is special you just have to get out there and show it. We need to know that what we do and how we act is origional and somone trying to still our charater wont work its just like plagiarism. how we treat people is potent and effect how that person will treat the next person they come in contact with. One thing I want to be able to say when i'm on my death bed is that I lived life and kept to the itinerary I set for myself.

Plenty of Time

She would always ask me what I thought about dating in high school and I told her the same thing every time; don't do it its nothing but I big waist of time, tears, and chocolate. She would always ask me, "should she suppress the feeling I have for this really cute boy?" A look and a shake of the head she knew my answer from then on. I found it ironic that she would keep asking knowing what I was already going to say. To get her to stop asking about the things we called men I would tell her they are nothing but musty, ominous creature you don't need. She was a beautiful deft girl I wanted nothing bad to happen to, I always told her the teens and 20's were the pinnacle of her life she needed to live up. After soo long of telling her the same thing she started to doubt love; at that moment I solace her mind and told her with time things will come. I let her know once she did find somthing good it will be supple and dignified. After everything we have talked and shared I hope I didn't extirpate her desire for others.

Many Weekends

Tonight were goin hard Were tearing it apart Got that glitter disperse all on my eyes Dancing nonchalantly like were dumb We'll forever be uncanny and young Last Friday night It seems the feeling she had were expunged He's all alone, some things will never affiliate The venial stoner seems to free his mind at night Within his dreams he sees the life he made Day and night Ascertain we broke the law There's a cogent pounding in my head There's some strangers in my bed Pictures up online not feeling supercilious Im screwed We all amazed at what we just done Value player, hotel room, meet you there I'm addicted to champagne Never finite on the bill The Thrill